Word of the Day: 憧憬

I am kind of annoyed. I am technically a day behind in my tasks. I mean, I am getting a lot more gold, sure and I did say I was saving up but, it is kind of... bleh.

The clock needs to be sold and I am not satisfied with this progress.

My relationship works. Like, if I die while I am seeing someone, that is sort of a clear indicator that they are bad for business. Ah, my perversion is too much. Ah, I don't want to play like this. I see the chess pieces move. Dan Akroyd? Oh my bad. I am just going with the whole blues brother's thing.

Bruh, this is help with what? What are you wanting to know about me?

I am just trying to remember who was that. Ah yea, Jahon made me die a few times on Habatica. Ah, want to see what this one will do.

Ah, your face on my face. OMG.. wait, this is too much. You shouldn't be looking at me from the ceiling. I wondered if Jahon was a Djinn.

Automatic writing with the typewriter. It is quite advanced in channeling the frequented. Jake Sing. I like Jake Sing.

I am not sure.

I returned to this story without reading it so, I have no idea what I previous wrote. I am just writing from where I left off. Changing the title and subtitle, while sort of venting my thoughts out. I am slightly interested in what I wrote before but only because I want to reflect on some other things to destract me from what went wrong today.

But not much went wrong in actuality and i don't want to give power to people trying to bring me down.

Going through these drafts though does make me realize I need to go back and edit the preverious ones to follow the same format. I wrote the pronunciation in romaji which was a mistake, I need to change it to kana to make it better.

It is kind of distracting from my Patreon Paper Project that I originallly was working on today but I don't mind that too much. Like I mentioned before I have my timer so, basically if it goes off, I will leave the house again to do the things I need to do. So, really it is up to me if I want to do chores inside and stay in or do chores outside.

One thing on my task list is sort of.. mm how should I put this, it would be sort of unsavory to do at this point in time, just because it might change my frequency and make me closer to the Ether. Since Jahon reached back out and I have people trying to call me out for being a bitch, it is kinda not a good time to do this, but I am not completely against it as it would make more productive contributions right now. Like, it helps me in my alone time, it doesn't help me be around people. I only smoke weed when I am doing art.

No weed = No art.

and vice versa, really.

My art I have created recently has been kind of shit so, I don't think I even want to post it. I made like 5 portraits while I was out and about, but I will save that for a day I am feeling better about it or go back and render it more.

40 minutes on the clock, I guess I might have to get ready. I already ate so I don't have to wory about that but maybe I need some water to drink.