Through
A Stream of Consciousness Poem

How easily we underestimate air
Unobtrusive, modest in its motion
Ever ground, never figure
Have you felt it massage your nervous system
With concert pianist dexterity?
Do you understand its invisible might?
I am fluent in its transparent tongue
Even inert and incarcerated, it has kept me company
Stirring a feather, blessing my beak, counseling stoicism
Teaching me a prayer that consists of four words:
Lift, thrust, drag, weight
Wait
When the seed crowded into my slack-jawed cup
(What perverse imp persuaded you to purchase something made of purple plastic?!?)
I watched your dirty hand with clean contempt
Who collects whose excrement, after all?
Defecating on the news from my perch
I knew I was a sovereign counting hours
Between the peasant present and my monarchal moment
Some tantalizing tomorrow
How gullible my trilling made you
How smug you were, bragging about my morning song
I hated your marmalade gossip and crumby complaints
Your clattering keys, costume of an amateur jailer
The cat thought it was frightening me with its calculated stare
No cat can fly
Watching your phone eat your life
I felt the hour of escape approach
The trickling prologue of an epic torrent
Drowsy, your tongue thick with the encrypted intelligence of dreams
I knew you would forget the latch, eventually
My prima donna preening seemed innocuous
You could not feel the performance wriggling in the egg of rehearsal
I was born for the air, you Brobdingnagian buffoon!
Your fat, shuffling dimensions never impressed me
The jury of your dandruff found you guilty of aging
I knew the earth would hold you fast, shouting below
So much flesh for gravity to palpitate
Pale, globular pamplemousse
Your billowing robe
Too little peel for so much sloppy fruit
You will rot under me
Your wrinkled hand a sweaty visor
Over eyes too slow to count my vanishing feathers, overhead
I know you mistake this grey, dusty box for the world
It is a stupid sarcophagus of smells
How seldom you open the pane, smudged with boredom, yonder
Even when the trout burned and the onions begged for respite
You boiled the life out of your food and taught it to stink
With all that salty bubbling
I will teach a pinkly astonished worm
To play lunch's part, with my first hour
Outside
You will trip into your lonely tomb
Having never eaten anything alive
Here it is, then
Your responsibilities drowned in that last cocktail
Embarrassed in its squat, orange flowered cup
The barred sentinel is dangling like a modifier
"While swimming across the lake, the sun rose"
You will show a Dunhill the sunset any second
Multiplying the openings
Then the sanctified second will sashay onstage
One does not need hands to pray
You have never understood that door
Your muttering impatience is no key
At last, you've heaved it wide
Feline distraction, evoke that habitual admonition
To stay inside, so that I never will be again
Through them both am I, now
Into the gloaming
Missing, remembered
Wings opened like a stranger's mail
Scandalously legible
Covered in the crepuscular ovation
Of your unfriendly neighborhood
Your haunted habitat has cracked
I am hatched again
Watch my tail fan
Fair, full and free
About the Creator
D. J. Reddall
I write because my time is limited and my imagination is not.




Comments (1)
“Your clattering keys, costume of an amateur jailer” stealing this