Keys I Never Gave Away

Verse 1
I used to think the past could change
If I walked back through the door.
I kept hoping for a different ending
From the same old hurt before.
But every time I tried to fix
What someone else had broken,
I found myself repeating lines
Of words that were never spoken
Pre‑Chorus
I learned the hard way healing
Doesn’t wait in someone’s hands.
It lives in how I walk away
From what I understand.
Chorus
People who traumatized me
Never held the keys to my healing.
I searched their faces for answers
They were never capable of giving.
I’m done returning to places
That only echo old pain.
I’m locking the door behind me—
Holding the keys I never gave away
Holding the keys I never gave away
Verse 2
I tried to earn what wasn’t offered,
Tried to prove I had worth.
I kept circling the same old lessons
Like a map drawn in reverse.
But truth grows quiet and steady
When the noise begins to fade.
I finally saw the pattern
In the choices that I made.
Pre‑Chorus
I don’t need their permission
To step into my own life.
Healing isn’t handed down—
It’s something I decide.
Chorus
People who traumatized me
Never held the keys to my healing.
I searched their faces for answers
They were never capable of giving.
I’m done returning to places
That only echo old pain.
I’m locking the door behind me—
Holding the keys I never gave away
Holding the keys I never gave away
Bridge
I’m not going back to rewrite
What they never meant to change.
I’m not waiting for an apology
That was never on the way.
My future isn’t tethered
To the harm they left behind.
I’m walking forward with both hands free—
The keys were always mine.
Final Chorus
People who traumatized me
Never held the keys to my healing.
I searched their shadows for answers
But the truth was in my breathing.
I’m done returning to places
That only echo my old pain.
I’m stepping into my own light—
Holding the keys I never gave away
Holding the keys I never gave away
About the Creator
Julie O'Hara - Author, Poet and Spiritual Warrior
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Comments (1)
Very nice!