He Loves Me , He Loves Me Not

*as I wrote this "he" transformed into many different people & experiences from my life. it became oddly cathartic in the best way , the "he" is only a mere expression. so I invite you to replace "he" with someone or something else and see what it unfolds for you*

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🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

as I

bring light back

into his dark days

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

for

I only stay

after it rains

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

being the breath

to his suffocation

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

since

I yield

my allocation

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

I am not afraid

of the depths

in his ocean

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

as I

begin to sink

in his

crimson potion

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

my heart

serves as

the beacon

to his conquest

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

since

I collapsed

at his feet

from the despair

of neglect

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

as I

only see

him for the good

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

since

I ask

for more

than I should

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

never

changing

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

as I

am

elevating

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me

as I

remain

astray

🌼🌻🥀 He love me not,

for

I have found

a new pathway

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

my

plastic

patience

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

since

my

unfiltered

cadence

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

as a

shiny

new

trophy

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

since

discovering

I'm

worthy

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

following

the

rules

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

as I

have stopped

doing what

I'm told

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

as a

way to

keep me close

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

for

leaving

with

no

remorse

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me,

for

shining

my

light

🌼🌻🥀 He loves me not,

for

blinding

his

eyes