An uncancellable subscription

card got declined

so i used it to rack a line

white powder

i cannot live without her

find the note i stole

get it and roll

stick it right up my nose

breathe it in, right into my soul it goes

head lean back

eyes roll back

waiting to reach the point where there are no limits

being patient. it takes a few minutes

and there it is

beautiful dizz

mind exploding

body floating

a crazy obsession

with visiting another dimension

the best feeling in the world

but i have learned

this pleasure comes with the worst effects

a life full of regrets

now i have a crazy addiction

my life sold out to an uncancellable subscription

all it took to gain this habit

was for one day i brought a packet

it is no longer any fun

i gave in and my demons won