Word of the Day:乖離

So basically, I am annoyed again. I want to say some other word. I would love to describe myself in a different way but I can't unfortunately.

So I am starting all over, because today was completely wasted.

I need to operate as if the ACT team won't help me and keep making bogus appointments with them and just do the things I am supposed to do, because as far as I am concerned, they are wasting my time. They've been wasting my time every single time.

Omg this energy drink is so good right now. I am like refreshed. It doesn't fix my Zinc problem but, it is better than nothing. B vitamins help the brain a bit so.. that is good... I am still in a zinc deficiency though.

I am healed by the 70%+ cacao chocolate.

Anyway, I am doing ok now.

My eyes are so dry my contacts are bothering my eyes. I have taken to taking showers to not only clean my body but to kind of hydrate my eyes, like a 2 in 1 deal.

Like one quick shower to shave my legs.

One to shave my armpits

One to actually clean.

Like because I don't need a lot of time to re hydrate my eyes, right?

I need to just not worry about whoever is coming over, and if they don't know where I live, then they don't need to pop up in my shit.

Someone is warning about fake accounts. That is very true, it is 100% true.

There is like several people I am talking to that I know aren't who they say they are or are secret haters.

I am reorganizing my PPs so, it will be organized for tomorrow.

I was mad all today but I am calming down now that I have chocolate and an energy drink.

I am just having to do a revamp, which is annoying but I think it will help me tomorrow so, that is what is brining me happiness for now.

It is so sad reviewing the ACT paper project:

What did they help me with recently? Nothing. Not my problem anymore.

Date Paper Project... Well that is probably not going to happen for a while.

I am not worried though, I mean, it will naturally happen as the idiots in my life disappear.

I mean, I have like a few hour recovery rate now, before I would be held up for weeks over a setback. So, yea I ahve evolved quite a bit.

I have been a loyal supporter of Everygirl schedulers and recently liked " Of a Happy Kind " I am feel like.. yea I am really more into that one now and even considering taking out the appointment scheduler for their appointment scheduler.

I will wait until my current one runs out though. I feel bad about wasting paper so, I won't continue with next year of that. I supported them for like 4 years so, I am just going to continue fully with Of a Happy Kind.

I like both but this one just makes more sense.

I'm very grateful for the chocolate. I am pretty sure it is why I am calming down tonight. I started my period so, all the pains of my body are like 23894328294732984324 times more severe right now. I also sliped on some water while doing laundry so, I am in even more pain.

I really don't care how I sound on my blog here, but I might need to be more... mmm.. like, really don't get involved with people IRL right now, like keep my Tatemae face up with everyone.