Word of the Day:淘汰

Tap I guess isn't just for beer, it is now for a card as well. Hopefully no one gets a parking ticket today.

I got to keep working on this until I can turn the page, which won't be for a while.

Well I do have paperwork to do so, I am tackling that slowly.

Saturn sextile Pluto (peaking March 2026) is a powerful, supportive transit blending structure with transformation. It offers opportunities to rebuild areas of life with maturity, discipline, and profound change, encouraging us to face deep-seated fears to create lasting, structural improvements. This aspect helps turn difficult lessons into purposeful, tangible progress.

Key Themes and Effects:

Constructive Transformation: Unlike the intense 2020 conjunction, the sextile offers a smoother, supportive flow for profound change. It facilitates rebuilding your life, career, or relationships on a more solid foundation.

Maturity and Discipline: This aspect boosts responsibility, requiring hard work to achieve long-term goals and encouraging mature action.

Facing Fear: It provides the strength to face "demons" and "old fears," transforming them into personal power, say Astrology By Lauren.

Systemic Rebuilding: It favors breaking free from old, restrictive structures (systemic or personal) and building something more authentic and sustainable.

Somehow that was already on my agenda. That is pretty good. I am happy for that.

Ok? Who the fuck is that? Someone seems to think they know me. I never authorized that entry into my account so... I wonder what that person is going to do?

The girls were arguing and Lily was saying She makes lists and Roxanne was arguing that she just does.

So we're going to see. I still have my TODOs. I am like half way through them though so, I should probably pick up the pace.

Unfortunately I still have cuts on my feet so, the soap while cleaning the floor is stinging a lot. I plan on doing a whole care thing later on today but, I got to get a load of laundry done.

I am doing pretty good today either way. I realize that the people holding my dad captive are trying to relay false information to him.

I don't know if my mom knows though. Which makes me think she is being lied to as well.

I am finally sorting my paperwork and such and found something sort of dumb. Apparently the ACT team didn't report to whoever my "probation officer" was. Also my lawyer was like, " Just go to therapy, that should be enough. " But it is my fault to trust what a lawyer says.

My scheduler shows that I was seeing my therapist since January 7th 10:30am so, I find it odd that no one said anything about this possibly being a thing, especially since they had me attend several paperwork signing meetings, and also have a Peer Support Specialist named Teresa.

I am annoyed but hopefully it will be easily sorted out Monday, but that just sort of ruins my weekend.

I feel like my Paper Projects are sort of like Github, I am just pushing and pulling code over to a "server". But you know, I am sort of glad that I got to take advantage of at least one astrological event this month. I do think it helped me to have found this now, even though it would've been better to have had it earlier.

I ate well today, I got a lot of things done, and my body isn't overly achy but it feels good. Like, yea, today actually did work out realitively well so, I am glad. It is probably just anxiety that is getting me upset right now because according to worst case scenario is that I go back to jail for this.